Aug 2, 2017
I am questioning myself. Maybe I really should stop showing affection. It would make sure that no one questions what D and I are. Honestly, sometimes I get confused. He reminds me we are just friends a lot. But yet he does things a couple would do.
I am so confused. I want to be a couple with him but he isn't ready. He still needs times to heal.
So I wait. I will wait forever if that is what it takes. I don't want to lose him.
I second guess myself a lot. It's hard not to. My feelings I try to sort them out. Sometimes it work, other times it doesn't.
I want to help him all I can. Making sure he is smiling a lot. Making sure he is happy.
D, he is amazing, wonderful. He is this wonderful guy. He is sweet, at times romantic. I can say all these great things about him but I get tongue-tied. When I look at him I get butterflys in my tummy.
We think why does he be so kind to us? Why does he show us he cares?
I don't know, maybe I am overthinking it.
Anyway Have a nice day/night
-Jasmin
I am so confused. I want to be a couple with him but he isn't ready. He still needs times to heal.
So I wait. I will wait forever if that is what it takes. I don't want to lose him.
I second guess myself a lot. It's hard not to. My feelings I try to sort them out. Sometimes it work, other times it doesn't.
I want to help him all I can. Making sure he is smiling a lot. Making sure he is happy.
D, he is amazing, wonderful. He is this wonderful guy. He is sweet, at times romantic. I can say all these great things about him but I get tongue-tied. When I look at him I get butterflys in my tummy.
We think why does he be so kind to us? Why does he show us he cares?
I don't know, maybe I am overthinking it.
Anyway Have a nice day/night
-Jasmin
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