my unique life

So I am doing a persuasive essay in my class. The topic I have chosen is Legalization of Marijuana. I couldn't find any article in the school's library to help me. So I used google. Anyway, I am curious about something I am going to put a poll up and I want you to vote, please. Have a nice day/night everyone. -Jasmin

So my father got a race car. Where I live there are races every week. He got everything he needed the car was ready and everything. They canceled the races tonight. For me, well I have another best friend now. He is awesome. Very sweet and we talk about everything and anything. I told him about this guy that I have been hanging out with. Let's call him S. Well S found out I have fallen in love with him. I had hung out with him today. It was fun. But something kind of happened. Anyway, I want to ask S what he feels for me. But I am guessing he would say Idk or probably something else that will break me. I know I shouldn't fall in love. Yet I fucking do. I hate my heart. I hate how I fall in love easily. I just want to block all my emotions. Yes, therapy has helped. But not much. On the inside, I am still the girl who wants to just lay down, cry my eyes out and sleep. I still am scared of things. I bottle everything up because I don't talk much. But that is life for me. A...

So, I have been making a lot of friends online. Some of them are really cool and sweet. Alisa my best friend. Well, she is in an art class for this summer. Let's just say her first test she missed one question. I love her I do but the question was easy. She told me she was mad at me for not helping her. I would tell her I'm sorry you should have called me. While laughing. The 3 kittens are doing fine. They are little assholes though. Wake me up at random times. I love them I do but I just want to sleep one full night. Anyway, I will post again soon. Have a wonderful day/night -Jasmin

So I started class on June 5th instead of when I was supposed to 2 weeks earlier. The reason being is because I need a little time off. I actually so far liking the new class. Right now, however, I am watching Say yes to the Dress: Bridesmaids on Youtube. I don't know what episode this is but the maid of honor thinks she is more important than the Bride. Like, come on, your even lucky to be a bridesmaid. If I was the bride then I would tell her she isn't my maid of honor anymore or even a bridesmaid. Anyway, my three kittens are hyper as hell. It is usually hilarious. I got them a toy and they love it. They have grown a little bit. Anyway, Have a nice day/night -Jasmin