Jan 28, 18
My mother just told me she wishes she never gave birth to me. What's new though? They never really cared about me. They aren't my family and will never be anymore. They want to treat me like shit most of my life. Fine. I am done. Fucking almost 20 years of this bullshit with them. I don't need them anymore. I have D and VV. They are more of a family then mine are. D makes me happy and actually cares about me. He doesn't treat me like I am nothing. He treats me as if I am important. He helps with my depression. I am not as depressed a lot as I am at home. When I am with him, I don't get low a lot. I smile more and actually feel happy. He is so amazing and wonderful. I don't know what I would do without him. I would have probably tried to kill myself by now. If it is not one thing with my family it's another. Either way, I get yelled at. Either way It is my fault as always. Fuck I am trying my hardest to not get low and think horrible thoughts. But I can...