my unique life

The Song is called Heart of stone. It is by IKO

I'm scared. I am scared I will never be loved. I am scared that I am gonna get hurt. I am scared that my heart is going to be broken again. I am scared that all I do would be thrown away. I am scared that I am not good enough. I am scared that I am never worthy. I am scared I am gonna fuck everything up somehow. I am scared that I am gonna lose him and become worse then I was. I am scared that I am pushing him into doing things he doesn't want. I am scared that I am hurting him and causing him sadness. I so so scared. I am scared that he may find someone way better than me, someone smarter, prettier, skinner. I don't want to be hurt. I am scared of being hurt. I cry every 3 nights, because I am scared because I am not worthy because I am not worth it. I want to be loved, truly. It may never happen for me. No matter how much I want to be loved. I am not worthy of it. I am just nothing. I don't deserve to be cared about. I don't deserve happiness. I am sorry for eve...