Sep 26, 2017
It is hard to not want to cry when I am at home at times. Everything gets to me and makes me even more stressed.
I love him and I hope in the future when he is ready we can be together. But at time I start thinking he would never ever want to be with me.
If he finds someone else to be with... I will let him go to be with that person. And just be best friends with him.
I know that I am not right. That I am just a loser who shouldn't be here. I don't tell him that I still feel like I am nothing and that I am unworthy of someone like him.
I have nightmares at least once every two days.
Have a nice day/night everyone.
I love him and I hope in the future when he is ready we can be together. But at time I start thinking he would never ever want to be with me.
If he finds someone else to be with... I will let him go to be with that person. And just be best friends with him.
I know that I am not right. That I am just a loser who shouldn't be here. I don't tell him that I still feel like I am nothing and that I am unworthy of someone like him.
I have nightmares at least once every two days.
Have a nice day/night everyone.
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