Feb 23, 2018
I feel as if I should hide parts of me again. His daughter thinks I am to clingy. I stay away from him a lot. So how am I clingy? But I should be used to things being said about me behind my back. I mean my family has done it to me before, so has old friends.
Whats new? Just another person being rude. I don't want to upset him though. So I stay quiet and in the background away from others. So I don't cause trouble or bothering him. I can't hurt him. But I feel as if I do hurt him a lot. There are times where I want to allow parts of me out, but it is never the right time. And when it is, someone ruins it. I don't want to hide parts of myself, but I may have to. He doesn't know I am going to do that. He shouldn't have to worry about me. I am not important.
I try to stay happy for him but it is hard when the bad starts to creap into my mind. I don't tell him when the bad comes back though. He has other things to worry about.
Whats new? Just another person being rude. I don't want to upset him though. So I stay quiet and in the background away from others. So I don't cause trouble or bothering him. I can't hurt him. But I feel as if I do hurt him a lot. There are times where I want to allow parts of me out, but it is never the right time. And when it is, someone ruins it. I don't want to hide parts of myself, but I may have to. He doesn't know I am going to do that. He shouldn't have to worry about me. I am not important.
I try to stay happy for him but it is hard when the bad starts to creap into my mind. I don't tell him when the bad comes back though. He has other things to worry about.
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