Feb 20, 2018

Yesterday/today has been a good day. I haven't gotten low. He has helped me a lot. I got my ears pierced on the 14th. He helped me clean my ears today. It stung my left ear but if I want to be able to wear earrings. I have to do it. He has done so much for me without knowing. I smile a lot when I am near him. It is different though...having someone actually care and want to be around you. He is different. Its a great different. I don't know what I would do without him. While he sleeps I randomly kiss his forhead. Doing that makes me feel happy. It also helps me remember that this is real. I love spending time with him. I can't watch a movie fully while at home. I am used to watching movies with him. I love doing that though. He is amazing and wonderful.