Nov 7, 2017

I knew that I should have blocked everything. I am becoming clingy. Something I said I wouldn't.
Fuck I am such a god damn idiot.
I don't want to ruin what I have with D. But it seems I am.
I always fuck up everything. I am just a fuck up.
I am so mad at myself. I don't want to cause trouble but I am. I don't want to bother him but I am.
I am such a stupid fuck up.
I don't deserve to be cared about. I don't deserve to be loved. Everything is wrong with me.
I am nothing just a piece of garbage. I don't want to tell D because he shouldn't worry about me.
He shouldn't care about me. All I do at times is either bother him or cause trouble. I try my best to stay in the corner and be quiet, to be out of the way.