Nov 4, 2017
5:20 P.M.
I really just wish to spend more time with D. Just me and him. But I won't ask him for that. He is busy a lot. I don't want to bother him.
Today I know my depressive side has come out more. Maybe I should go home. But I want to spend time with D. But as of since I have been here it isn't much. Except for Halloween but even then we had others with us.
I know I sound clingy. I will stop that. I have to stop that. So, that means I also have to stop feeling.
What's new though. D had his mother bring me a thing of noodles.
I'm not hungry. I don't want to eat.
7:41 P.M.
I keep thinking a lot. Which is bad sometimes. It all depends on what you are feeling though. Right now my stomach is hurting because I haven't eaten much. Just a protein bar and a thing of crackers. I don't feel like eating though. Just because I am depressed. I know stupid reason. Maybe I am just stupid in general.
I really just wish to spend more time with D. Just me and him. But I won't ask him for that. He is busy a lot. I don't want to bother him.
Today I know my depressive side has come out more. Maybe I should go home. But I want to spend time with D. But as of since I have been here it isn't much. Except for Halloween but even then we had others with us.
I know I sound clingy. I will stop that. I have to stop that. So, that means I also have to stop feeling.
What's new though. D had his mother bring me a thing of noodles.
I'm not hungry. I don't want to eat.
7:41 P.M.
I keep thinking a lot. Which is bad sometimes. It all depends on what you are feeling though. Right now my stomach is hurting because I haven't eaten much. Just a protein bar and a thing of crackers. I don't feel like eating though. Just because I am depressed. I know stupid reason. Maybe I am just stupid in general.
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