July 29, 2017

So I went home last week and spent "time" with my family. In the end though I just got annoyed a lot. They can be very annoying, a lot of times they piss me off. Even princess. My three evils though I love them. Lucifer will not let me sleep one way. If I lay on my left side he has to be in front of my face. It is the same for if I sleep on my right side or even my back.
I am currently at D's house. I always have fun and smile a lot. I like being away from my family. They have 2 dogs, 2 adult cats, 2 kittens, 2 tanks of fish, and a ferret. I think that is how you spell it. Anyway I am staying longer then I did last time. But honestly, coming every other week helps keep my stress level down. I am happier. I mean I love my family, sometimes, but I have to get away at times.
D makes me smile a lot. Yes, I have different sides of me. I usually say we, us, etc. Anyway a lot of times I think what did I do to deserve him? Why does he treat me so nicely? A girl like me doesn't deserve to be treated nicely. I would voice this to him but I am honestly to scared to. I don't/can't lose him. He is the only light I have. His daughter VV can be very violent when she plays some video games. It is interesting at times.
I love it here at D's house. I am always smiling and much more calmer then I am at my house. Right now I am laughing at VV. She is yelling at her character in a game.
Anyway, I want to tell D what is on my mind a lot but I don't. There is always a lot on my mind it is hard to know what to say and what to not say.
Anyway have a wonderful day/night everyone.
-Jasmin

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