Me

I feel like it is my fault somehow. Like I know I do everything wrong, and with him, I sometimes did and sometimes didnt. With him, he made everything seem brighter and better. But now the world is as it should be. Cold and dark. It teaches you not to truley love anyone because then within one second your world can come crumbling down. Your heart isn't safe. You need to put brick walls up and gaurd it. If you talk to many people, be safe someone can be a backstabing bitch. So don't have to many friends. You want to let off some steam? Don't do something that is illegal, go to a gym and do the punching bag, or have a bon fire.
Point is, this world may seem all good and fuzzy but the truth is that its a bitch, your gonna be broken alot, your gonna get hurt and wanna kick someones ass, your gonna watch your family die or lose them to the system, etc, but the thing that keeps me going is to block out all the pain, all the hurt and try to live life. If your depressed, I know how you feel. I have high depression, a lot of times it hits me hard and I sleep. But please I am begging you don't kill yourself. I am sure somewhere in the world you will find someone who will love you for you, with what you think is your flaws and all. If you ever need someone to talk to, just talk to me. I am a great listener. I can help you even if that means I have to stay awake all night. I WILL NOT give up on somebody just because they have people putting them down. We only have one life, we should be living it, not trying to get rid of it.

Please if you need someone to talk to, just message me, I am here for you.