May 9, 2018
So, I got a job at Sonic. I am so happy that I have a job. It means I will be able to help D more and be able to actually get things I need. I miss D tho. Since I have a job, I can only go see him when I have days off. I can't go over and see him for 2 weeks like I want to. It is so hard to not see him. I relax fully when I am with him. I sleep so much easier with him.
I still can't watch movies fully at home. I haven't had the urge to watch them unless I am with him. I like watching movies with him. D makes me so very happy. He helps the bad go away.
I am always smiling when I am with him or even messaging him. I hope that I make him happy. I try to. I want him happy. I don't like that he puts himself down. I know at times that he does get low because he gets triggered. But I still love him and will always love him no matter what.
I still can't watch movies fully at home. I haven't had the urge to watch them unless I am with him. I like watching movies with him. D makes me so very happy. He helps the bad go away.
I am always smiling when I am with him or even messaging him. I hope that I make him happy. I try to. I want him happy. I don't like that he puts himself down. I know at times that he does get low because he gets triggered. But I still love him and will always love him no matter what.
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