Oct 21, 2017
Today is the zombie walk. My mother and sister are going. I don't see the point in it. Last year around this time my ex and I were kind of in a rough place. Then soon after we broke up. More like he broke up with me.
I don't love him anymore. I got over him after a couple months. Moved on. It is just the memories are so annoying.
And then D hasn't talked to me since early this morning. So now I am feeling rejected. I don't even have energy today. I just want to stay in bed and that is it.
There is less then 1 and a half weeks till halloween. Till I can see D again. I can't wait. I am bouncing in my seat.
I still have to figure out how to do my make up. I got new wings for my costume. Kind of ruined my old wings. I had D choose the shirt I am wearing. I am nervous though. I try and look nice and dress up sometimes to empress him. Hasn't worked. Maybe I am a failure.
I don't love him anymore. I got over him after a couple months. Moved on. It is just the memories are so annoying.
And then D hasn't talked to me since early this morning. So now I am feeling rejected. I don't even have energy today. I just want to stay in bed and that is it.
There is less then 1 and a half weeks till halloween. Till I can see D again. I can't wait. I am bouncing in my seat.
I still have to figure out how to do my make up. I got new wings for my costume. Kind of ruined my old wings. I had D choose the shirt I am wearing. I am nervous though. I try and look nice and dress up sometimes to empress him. Hasn't worked. Maybe I am a failure.
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