Oct 13, 2017

I want to talk with D about different things. But sometimes it seems he just brushes it off. And when I start talking about how I am feeling, it seems he doesn't know how to handle it. I don't want to be a bother to him yet I know I am. I love him. He shouldn't be caring about me. I don't deserve it.
My father is being a drama queen a lot and keeps making everything about him yet again. I just wish my mom would divorce him and leave him. But we can't leave the cats. We love them a lot.
I created this blog to help me get things off of my chest. It works sometimes but other times it doesn't. And I just need someone to talk to about it. I bother D to much already.
I have a job interview tomorrow. I hope I get the job so I can get out of the house. It's part time. But it will help either way.
Happy Friday the 13th everyone.