May 19,2017

Hey, everyone. Today topic I am choosing is sadness and depression.
Today for me is kind of a hard day. My sister and father have made me mad. Then I start thinking, what if I kill myself. Would they even care? Would they notice? Would anyone notice? My mind the part I hide is the sadness and depression. I keep it away from people who I care about. Not a lot of people know what truly goes through my mind.

I always think that maybe I should die. I mean look at how my own "Family" treats me. I get verbal abused almost every day. Other times I think of maybe I should move, get away from them.
I want to cry every day.

I just want to have someone who loves me. Who would cuddle with me. Who would treat me right.
I can't ever get happiness in my life. I found someone who I like. Who I am falling for. But he says it shouldn't happen. So I block a lot of me off. I just need someone who wants to be with me for my personality. Who helps me and I them.

But whatever, Life is unfair.
Have a nice day/night everyone.
-Jasmin

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