April 26,2017
So, I have been doing really well in school. Which, is amazing.
I have applied to multiple jobs. Hopefully I get this job I really want. My mom had to get her liquor lisence and she passed the test today. All she has to do is one more thing and she has the job fully.
I will admit, I am hurting only because I see all these couples and I am single.
I try to put myself out there to meet new people but it isn't working. I was thinking maybe I should give up looking. My father, is friends with this guy. And the guy is having relationship troubles. everyone can see that the girl is just using him. So my father said to him, " I have a single 19 year old, maybe you should date her."
It is now going through my mind. I mean who would date me? I am a loser, I do everything wrong. I get cheated on, lied to, and hurt. Whats the point of finding someone? I don't know how much more heartbreak i can handle. My family doesn't even know. I hide it well.
Anyway I will try to post more.
Have a nice night/day.
-Jasmin
I have applied to multiple jobs. Hopefully I get this job I really want. My mom had to get her liquor lisence and she passed the test today. All she has to do is one more thing and she has the job fully.
I will admit, I am hurting only because I see all these couples and I am single.
I try to put myself out there to meet new people but it isn't working. I was thinking maybe I should give up looking. My father, is friends with this guy. And the guy is having relationship troubles. everyone can see that the girl is just using him. So my father said to him, " I have a single 19 year old, maybe you should date her."
It is now going through my mind. I mean who would date me? I am a loser, I do everything wrong. I get cheated on, lied to, and hurt. Whats the point of finding someone? I don't know how much more heartbreak i can handle. My family doesn't even know. I hide it well.
Anyway I will try to post more.
Have a nice night/day.
-Jasmin
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