April 15, 2017

So we are moving houses. I like it.
For the past few days i have had a feeling something is gonna happen to me. I was right. My boyfriend maybe falling in love with his friend.
Why can't i get a boyfriend or girlfriend and actually date them for a while? Why can't i get a happy time? I feel like i am ment to be alone forever. I ahould get it through my mind that no one will ever love me.
I just want someone to hold, to kiss, to show my love to them, etc. But no life has to fuck with me.
I need to get a punching bag to help get all my anger and sadness out.
*screams in frustration*