Nov 26

I wanna tell him i cant live without him. I want to hug him. I want to cry. But if he is happy with his girl. Then i wont. His happiness is what i care for a lot. I cant hurt him. But i dont want to talk to him yet i do at the same time. Why does love have to be so complicated? Can I just go back into my shell and sleep a lot? That way i can stop feeling. I love him so much but i have to let him go.