June 24,2017
So my father got a race car. Where I live there are races every week. He got everything he needed the car was ready and everything. They canceled the races tonight.
For me, well I have another best friend now. He is awesome. Very sweet and we talk about everything and anything. I told him about this guy that I have been hanging out with. Let's call him S. Well S found out I have fallen in love with him. I had hung out with him today. It was fun. But something kind of happened. Anyway, I want to ask S what he feels for me. But I am guessing he would say Idk or probably something else that will break me.
I know I shouldn't fall in love. Yet I fucking do. I hate my heart. I hate how I fall in love easily. I just want to block all my emotions. Yes, therapy has helped. But not much. On the inside, I am still the girl who wants to just lay down, cry my eyes out and sleep. I still am scared of things. I bottle everything up because I don't talk much.
But that is life for me.
Anyway, have a wonderful day/night.
Until Next Time
-Jasmin
For me, well I have another best friend now. He is awesome. Very sweet and we talk about everything and anything. I told him about this guy that I have been hanging out with. Let's call him S. Well S found out I have fallen in love with him. I had hung out with him today. It was fun. But something kind of happened. Anyway, I want to ask S what he feels for me. But I am guessing he would say Idk or probably something else that will break me.
I know I shouldn't fall in love. Yet I fucking do. I hate my heart. I hate how I fall in love easily. I just want to block all my emotions. Yes, therapy has helped. But not much. On the inside, I am still the girl who wants to just lay down, cry my eyes out and sleep. I still am scared of things. I bottle everything up because I don't talk much.
But that is life for me.
Anyway, have a wonderful day/night.
Until Next Time
-Jasmin
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