2/17/2017

So I am single again. For valentines day I took a girl on a picnic. I gave her a handmade letter with a sucky poem, two flowers, a candy rose, a teddy bear, box of chocolates, and an artwork. We haven't talked much since then, but the day of she played the piano beautifully.

I am finally in another college, I transferred from Dona ana community college to Grand Canyon University online. It is much easier. I don't have any breaks, I have class on Saturday and Sunday. And I only have one class every 7/8 weeks.

Lastly, I am so stressed out about money. My check won't be here until 30-45 days which will be near the end of March. So I won't be able to get me something for my birthday like I planned. My sister's birthday is the 28th of this month, she is turning 17. I won't be able to get her a present, nor my mother.

I stress myself out so much, that I sleep a lot. It's only I can cope. Some people get money so easily, yet my family and I have been struggling for years. For once I just want to not worry about whether or not we will have a house, whether our phone bill will be paid, or even if we are gonna have food for us and the cat.